Believe me, God will give you a dream down deep in your heart. You will have a passion for that one thing. Your thoughts are going 100 miles per hour because you are thinking about that "one thing". It was placed within you even as you were in your mother's womb. You can't run from it. God's purpose will chase you down. He will come after you.
Just surrender for you can't outrun God! Just listen to His voice... He knows the way!
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."